Tuesday, August 15, 2006

I should have...

Even though I knew that my father is in a better place than earth, there are still some thoughts of "I should have"...

I should have spent more time listening to him...
I should have spent more time talking to him...
I should have not hold my grudge against him for so long...
I should have told him that even though he had many flaws, but I still respect him as my father...
I should have taken more days off to keep him company when he was not well..

Why do I have to wait for him to leave us, then start to make the remarks of regrets?
I should have...

2 comments:

flying off said...

Maybe I should have...too... Sometimes, I just ignored this whole issue altogether because I couldn't swallow the reality.

OPL said...

Will pray for you yah...